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today

was beautiful, 85 degrees and sunny. im super tan. two hours at the pool, apparently friday is a pool party where everyone should bring cocktails to the pool. ill have to remember that. my butt is still super white though. i still need to shower, get sushi, and go out. and study for my five tests next week. mmmm thats it. oh and passover next weekend where im going to successfully cook my second russian themed dinner for johns family.

Mar. 21st, 2008

if i could have annnny wish id definitely be able to afford to go to summer classes here :( i hate when people count down to the end of the semester, i just dont want it to end. atleast next year im living in the same apartment building as all of my friends. but i still wish i could take classes all through the summer.

great success!

i successfully merged john into my friends at school which i never thought would happen. hes so hard to get close to but luckily the minute nate got on my phone and invited john to a gun show he was in. i think i scared my mom today when i tried to reassure id be safe despite the recent armed robberies in johns neighborhood when i told her now that im accurate shooting a gun if john doesnt wake up when someone breaks in im confident enough to shoot them myself. it also disappointed her that i have no trip home to new york planned in the future and all my potential law schools are in the south. i definitely dont want to fly to new york for spring break to chill in the cold. i dont know what to do, but i dont want to leave south carolina any time soon.

my political rendezvoussssss

i met bill clinton last night at 1230 outside our campus starbucks, shook his hand twice, got pictures, tried not to black out since i ha just been dropped off from a bar i was at for a few hours. luckily i rememeber it all today and have the pictures, and drunk dialed almost everyone i knew to brag i met bill. now that im a sc resident im going out to our primary tomorrow, whoooooooooooo!

why i looooooooove south carolina

1.) i saw hillary clinton yesterday at the state house two blocks from me. when i saw obama come on cnn live from our state house i got my suitemate to literally run to the capitol with me to see hillary give her speech at the mlk rally.

2.) states rights, i love south carolina is rejecting the national id card. i might not be able to fly within the united states without one, but i trust sc to work that one out.

3.)hoppin john, fried okra, GRITS, waffle house, bojizzy, cheerwines pretty sweet too

4.) flowers in the ground are still blooming

i love south carolina

i just had to say it
today was ................... 85 degrees
it was hotter today for the start of my winter finals than it was last semester in vermont for my spring finals
its so beautiful, i couldnt hate on my finals because it was just too nice out
maybe i can convince myself to study if i sit outside tomorrow and look at the leaves that changed colors when it gets cool at night

i miss new york

im alone but not technically single in south carolina. ive never been more confused about anything and i feel like i say that atleast once a year. i want to come home, get a car, be closer to my friends and family, eat somewhere that doesnt "country fry" all of there food all while saying close to 20,000 a year. it sounds like a dream, no one would ask me about my accent, i wouldnt have to explain being jewish and my indifference towards college football and tailgating. maybe i could even be in a relationship where im not reminded daily of my shortcomings. it sounds so easy to chose but i feel torn. ive never been in a place easier to make friends, everyones so friendly even if they are really weird. its absolutely beautiful here and the campus is really great. it can be so fun most of the time which makes this so hard. its not the place, its obviously me. everywhere i go i just keep running into myself and the same problems i had in the last state. im doing so well in school but it doesnt feel ike enough. i need to get out, i just dont know what i need to leave behind. im impossible to please, unhappy with wherever i currently reside and not half as friendly as a southerner. so im here for now, but can i possibly stay at the same school two years in a row or can i learn to love new paltz..

tv sucks

1. How do you feel about the last person you kissed?
hes mad far

2. What's bothering you right now?
im tired, and i dont want to get up for a drink

3. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
in 12 days

4. What is in your wallet?
money, cards, a key

5. Wallpaper on your computer's desktop?
a guy with dreads

6. Background on your cell phone?
usc
7. Next time you will kiss someone?
12 days

8. Where your default picture was taken?
johns uncles horse farm

9. Eyes
green

10. Life:
this isnt a question

11. House:
im home alone
12. Doing this weekend?
camping

13. Wearing?
black dress and a bathing suit

14. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
my boyfriend

15. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
my boyfriend delivering a glass of water to me

16. Listening to?
shark week

17. Have you ever kissed anyone named Patty?
no

18. What do you smell like?
creek water maybe booze too

19. Eating?
nothing

20. On your bed, what is your favorite thing?
my comforter from school

21. Do you believe in a soulmate?
not really

22. What do you wear to bed?
nuffin

23. Do you remember your dreams?
mmhm

24. Do you burn easily in the sun?
when im milky from a winter spent in vermont.ny

25. Have you ever been gambling?
yes

26. What's something you wish you could understand better?
how to be motivated

27. What did you do last weekend?
drank a little

28. Who do you miss?
john

29. Who is the last girl you hugged?
my mom

30. Orange or apple juice?
OJ

31. Who was the last person you went somewhere with?
leah and i went to woodstock

32. What was the last text message?
...

33. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?
yes

34. Last time you ate a home grown tomato?
yesterday

36. What was the last thing you drank?
lychee wine

38. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
some girl in vermont i didnt even know

39. Do you like someone right now?
yes

40. What do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants?
slacks maybe

41. What is the last movie you watched? With whom?
syriana all alone

42. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
water, Orange juice, thats kind of it...

43. What are you excited about?
moving to south carolina

44. Do you want someone you can't have?
yeah my boyfriend is a 12 hour drive away

45. Who was last to slap your butt?
john

46. Where was the last place you went?
out to indian

47. What's on your mind right now?
that glass of water i want

48. Have you cried recently?
probably

49. If an unstoppable force comes across an unmovable object, then what happens?
the thing smashes through the nonmoving thing? i didnt take philosophy 101

50. Is taking a shower a daily habit?
of course
i dont know why i cant stop waking up at 8.
im moving in a few weeks...
then going to school with lil romeo
im annoyed to no end by so many things. im annoyed by everyones huge egos. start acting like people again. im annoyed by all these people who think theyre doing great things with their lives when theyre really doing nothing at all. im annoyed by bragging about how drunk you were. congrats, you can drink, we all can and we all do stupid things when were drunk. im really uninterested in hearing in school and out of school about inebriated exploits, go do something else because your life is retarded. personally, i feel celebratory drinking is great, but being a moron drinking and how drunk you got becomes the highlight of your week of doing absolutely nothing is pitiful. i dont think your alternative lifestyle of doing absolutely nothing is cool. have you ever heard of goals? how old are you and when do you think youll plan on maturing enough to develop another goal besides "being cool." assholes.

i love being home, thank god im not in school this week!